Thursday, December 28, 2006

I know you're all the one

Long after the balmy dusk rolls into night
Winds chill my bone marrow
When hoary indolence defies snowy survival
Lying beside the lake
I clinch self-treachery
And give in to dark death
When shrill voices diffuse
And reach my eardrums
As hard snowflakes
Then, my darling
I see you with my eyes closed
And sink into you
Forever

Inspired by the music for soul

My journey into eternity
An odyssey of celebration
Of compassion
Of love
The mountain trail
The waterfall
The bird’s eye view of the green valley
The winter rain

And I forgive those
Who ever killed
A part of me
And reduced me
To what I am
This moment
The only moment
In my journey into eternity

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Icebreaker again

icebreaker! still not at terms with this one. This betrays me again and again. But i can't think of a different one. From where do I bring a new one? Can I change myself? The highest highs and the lowest lows... such a thin line. I break it again and again. exhilaration, triumph, craze, madness, thirst for change, temporary, kick initially, irriversible later, losing fast...sinking...sinking...deep...shrinking...shrinking...shrinking...tiny...non existent...hate myself.